INSDUSTRIAL TRAINING

Back like a normal day and week where this week is not my special week. I can't gain experience and knowledge from outdoor working like before week (fourth week). My tasks for this week is I update a minutes paper of meetings for Pemantauan Projek LBJT file. I feel bored when to do a same work for everyday but, I think it more better I have a work to do than I have nothing work to do. =.=' (erkkk)  I also prepare and update the minutes paper of meetings for RMK-10 file. This is means that for this week I have prepare and update two file. Is it really amazing, right? (hahaha,,,I was only joking).  Besides that, as usually I count and check amount of daily revenue from toilet, rinse, and mini buses in Tg Balau and Desaru which owned by KEJORA. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable and scared because everyday I should count and check the amount of money from company daily revenue. This amount is very big and it make me always think a bad and negative assumption such as what if this money is lost? Should I replace the money if there is a certain amount while calculating? From where I get the money to replace the lost money? Can I carrying out this responsibility? (Arghhhh!!! why so many question in my mind?). I don't want all this question and assumption interfere my work and my mind cause I can't focused to my tasks. So, I want solve this problem quickly before I get a big problem. I have getting advise from my members where they are more experience than me to faced this situation. They are tell that I should be an honest person, do your best in carry out your responsibility and complete your tasks. If I can fulfill all above, my bad assumption and question will disappear merely. This is because if I confidence in myself to do a work honestly and full commitment, I shouldn't worrying about anything and all my bad assumption and question will not appear in my mind. If not, get a motivation from other members or staffs and ask yourself 'other people can do the job with honesty, why am I not?' If the money lost, I should be responsible any way because this is my responsibility and adhere to ethical. This is the most precious lesson for me and I can't forget it.